recent life events

lately i've been pretty busy with school n stuffs..no time to blog too..hectic life..i know..but couple of months ago there's been a lot of things going on here..some are quite eventful n unforgetable and some are too hateful to remember..so, here we go..

25 may 2009
jen, my housemate started her very own cupcake business which turned out to be very successful..i must say her cupcakes were really cute n they taste good too..




12 june 2009
fara went to paris n geneva for a week with her family...it freaks me out coz i wanted to go to paris again sooooo badly..envy her..but she bought me 50euro worth of lindt choc..haha..my all time favourite lindt...u should try it too..it's irrisistable..

14 june 2009
it's my bestfriend, yasmin's 23rd burfday..happy happy burfday babe..sorry i'm not there..

21 june 2009
it's elida's 23rd burfday...didn't do much..just makan2 kat umah aha je...hehe

24 june 2009
fara's burfday...too bad it was on wednesday...nothing much was done that day...but we had planned a surprised burfday dinner for her..

26-28 june 2009
a very eventful weekend..IMS interbatch sports carnival + malaysian food festival...basically it's a whole weekend of sports match such as badminton, tennis, futsal, soccer, basketball, sukaneka n etc..i obviously dont play anything la kan..kate x reti besukan but i do participate in sukaneka and menang no 1 tu..hehe..since i didnt join any activities, i join the cheerleading team..hehe..side by side with jen the head of cheerleader..i jahit skirt utk cheerleading k...kagum2..there were 3 teams, 'Chill-ease' the senior team with the hot chilly as the mascot, 'blue phtyon' the juniors and 'Mighty apes' the superjuniors...overall we won 1st place...good job good job...walaupun kitorg 75org je compared to 100+ juniors each team..we did good...hehe




29 june - 2nd july 2009
after a weekend of shouting n cheering under the hot blazing sun, i had a high grade fever lasting for 4 days...huh...not only that, i coughed a lot too n my mom was kinda worried if i develop pneumonia..immediately after that i grabbed my stethoscope n auscultated my chest..fuh..xde crepitations pon...haha...dont worry k ibu..lena ade good immunity..that's what i told her..haha..it was just a heat stroke i guess... but a really bad one to cause almost 1 week of high fever...

4th july 2009
we celebrated fara's burfday at shiok...but jen couldn't make it as she was sick..infected by me kot..hehe..so there were only 3 of us..me, nad n fara..but it was fun..mkn byk kot..all the seafoods like crab, calamari, fish n tiger prawns..thumbs up for shiok...



5th july 2009
the 2nd charity dinner held by IMS..but most of the seniors bailed it.haha..dah mls kot nk g dinner2 ni especially kalau ade admin from MSU..sgt la nyampah...eventhough i didnt attend this year's charity dinner i still want to upload last year's dinner..mind u, i played the keyboard lagu tears in heaven kot..haha



13-16 july 2009
we just had our 1st internal assessment this week...huh..after a series of events bleh la plak ade exam kan..this year we only have 3 subjects ophthalmology, ENT and community medicine..but all are tough...pape pon..dah abes dah exam..tu yg bleh blog ni..hehe

well..that is all there is...hectic months..but i kinda enjoy it...next year leh la wat lagi..hehe
okay..feel sleepy already..nak tdo..toodles~

afraid to fall asleep..

have u ever had a nightmare sooooo bad that u never want to fall asleep again..??? well..i do.. and it's always been the same nightmare night after night...it kinda freak me out alot...

the nightmare that i had was about my family.. about death to be exact.. i'd wake up around 3am in the morning with tears rolling down my eyes... not realizing i actually did cry in my sleep.. i'll b too scared to fall asleep again and kept on fighting back the horrible feeling that's been clinging on me since then...oh god..please keep my family safe...

maybe sgt homesick smpai mimpi family..who knows...when u constantly think about something, ur mind will keep on going even if u r asleep...

fruit cake~

yesterday i feel like eating my mom's fruit cake..and so, i made it myself...*clap clap*...haha...actually xde la susah sgt pon nak wat..cume i dont have a scale to measure the ingredients..pakai agak2 je..but jadi gak la...i didnt use the whole recipi that my mom gave me...byk sgt..tu bleh makan 1 keluarge kot, leh campur skali atok wan sume...hehe..so i divided the recipi into 4..kecik sket la..then it comes to the eggs..total nak gune 5 biji, bile dah bahagi 4 jadi 1 1/4 eggs..haaha.....ridiculous gile...but it's no big deal...dah siap dah pon cake tu n nad pon ckp sedap...fyi,this recipi is from my grandma, then turunkan kat my mom, then turun kat me lak..and i'll make sure my future daughter will get it too..walaupon x reti masak tp wat kek tu adalah mandatory...huhu..what's special bout this cake is lagi lame u keep it, lagi sedap it tastes..but i'm not really sure bout the physiology behind it..heheh..

presentation x de la lawa sgt..but rase still sedap k..hehe~

paediatrics posting

it's been a week of paediatrics posting now and so far i kinda enjoy it...but actually x de la minat sgt cos it's a bit different compared to medicine in terms of history taking n examination.. susah kot nak examine bdk...lg2 when they r really toxic..irritable tu..n nanges je memanjang..

the paeds doctors pon best2...especially dr achamma...dah la cute..hehe..working with children need lots of patience n creativity..like u have to know how to distract them, make them trust u n everything...it's fun actually, u'll get to b at the same level as them..haha..jd bdk2 kejap...

some of the babies are cute..and ade sorg bdk ni cam sin chan..montel kot...cute gile k..hahah..he's everybody's favourite..bile ward rounds je mesti g carik die dulu...and he's really playful.x takut org lak tu...he's only 1yr and a half..and pandai kasi flying kiss..comel gile..since he's gonna be discharged on monday, we took pictures with him...mak die mesti bangge kan sume org suke anak die..hehe..

being around with children makes me want to have kids...haha..kawen pon blom..but a girl kan dream rite..so b, i dah kasi hint dah ni..paham2 la ek..heheh....

sin chan indian version...hehe..kawai~

exam exam

yeeehaaaaaa...!!!! exam community medicine dah abes...!!!! but x leh gembire sgt...cos tomorrow ade paper medicine lak...zzz...mlm ni kene bace takayasu...and on tuesday lak ade practical commed...

but actually after today's paper, i feel like commed is not bad after all...it's not that i can answer all the questions tadi but suddenly i have an interest in community medicine...hm..maybe sbb x reti sgt jwb exam td n ade kesedaran kene study commed or maybe, just maybe, it's in the blood...my mom is a master in public health..so, there..hahah..but no..i still dream of becoming a cardiologist....iA...

hm...after exam medicine esk nak kua meronggeng...release tension maaa...br pas exam..padahal br abes medicine n commed...zzz...xpe2...i'm going out with fara esk..nk g garuda, croma, mg road, jln2 smpai kaki bengkok pon x pe..pastu plan nak lunch kat UB city..nk mkn sushi...n kalau ade movie best nak tgk movie..n kalo ibu kasi beli printer gune credit card nak beli printer, pastu kalau x takut pokai, nak shopping2...n kalau x kedekut, nak beli waffle maker..ridiculous btol plan...xpe2..see how it goes tomorrow...

trust me

trust

what is trust..?
who can we trust..?
how do we earn trust..??
who will be worthy of having your trust..?

trust is to rely upon or place confidence in someone or something
trust is something that bonds people together
it can be lost and yet regained
trust is what keeps people together, back to back, side to side..helping one another

to trust someone means you trust them with your life
to trust someone is based on your clarity of judgement
to trust is to believe that the person has you 100%

trust is something that should not be abused or betrayed for it is hard to find one in this sinful world...
so, make it special and make it last...

medicine oh medicine~

it's been like a week of resting n now i'm back...[i mean in blogging world]..haha..well..now that i'm already back in india, the new term started...actually dah start a week earlier b4 i got back..biase la extend cuti seminggu...huhu...

now i am officially a 3rd phase student...or some people call it final part 1...omg...sounds scary rite...2 more yrs to go till graduation....long journey ahead...so basically we finished all theories except community medicine or i prefer to call it PSM [preventive social medicine] and now in clinical phase...makne nye skang ni dok hosp je la...xdok college sgt...

being in this stage rite now is really exhausting...like our jadual sgt la hectic...clinical starts at 8 and end at 12.30..no break yet..then 12.30 till 1.30 ade class...pastu baru break smpai 2.30...pastu smbung balik class till 4.30...by the time smpai umah dah kol 5...sgt pnt kot...lagi2 la kalau tgh posting medicine...bediri lame gile...

speaking of medicine, the doctors skang dah jd makin garang...dah x kasi muke lagi dah...horror k..asyik kene marah je...ade je bende yg x btol...br pagi td me,elida, fara n tini kene marah ngan dr manjeera..i feel like crying...but kene marah is normal in medicine..i have to live with it...

so, that's just about my life as 6th term student...penat penat penat...

kuching..~

just got back from kuching last nite..sgt pnt..n today i'm going back to india...*sigh*..so, we went to kuching 3 days 2 nites and stayed at the merdeka palace hotel...arrived on thursday evening so there's nothing we can do as mlm tu ujan..on friday we went to the kilang kek lapis which is one of sarawak's famous delicacy..kilang tu is just across the sungai kuching and kitorg naik sampan to cross the river...haha...scary kot..mane tau ade buaye ke...


at the kilang they prepared some samples for us to taste...and mind u byk gile jenis kek lapis ade..rambang mate kowt...before coming there we already had lunch and mkn lg sample2 kek lapis tu..mmg gemok gile...haha..kitorg tgk how they make the kek lapis and by the look of it, sgt lah ssh..pas rase2 sume kek, we chose the ones we want and manage to buy 17 kek...mcm nk beniage..but my mom nak kasi org n i pon nk bawak balik india sket..after that, we went to bandar kuching and amek gbr kat statue kucing tu..dah la kat tgh2 jln...malu je...zzz



we walked along the waterfront and buy souvenirs, and owh..kitorg siap beli sutera sarawak lagi..corak iban n ape ntah lagi...lawa2 k...jln sgt jauh n my mom nak gak masuk all the kedai..me n tisya mule la beli bende2 merapu, beli kalender la, paper clips la, kipas la,..haha...tgu my mom nye psl..then we walked back to the hotel..it was soooo tiring but overall it was fun...

on saturday we went to sarikin..it's located at the border of sarawak n kalimantan...from kuching it's about 1 hour journey...basically sane ade kedai2 jual indonesian products je..dah la panas terik rase nak pengsan je..mcm2 gak la ade kat situ..ade baju2, tikar2 kayu tu, owh..live crab pon ade...zzz...we didn't buy anyhthing cos dah x muat luggage...pas jln2 the driver asked us if we want to pg rumah panjang..but kitorg x nk..takot kot..haha..even the driver tu pon ckp die pon takot nak g..cos long2 time ago the ibans used to pancung kepale their enemies n kepale2 tu they hung it on their walls...so for us it's quite disturbing la..but tu zaman dulu2..skang dah xde dah..

around 5pm, g airport..our flight is at 7pm..brg sgt byk...penuh ngan ape pon x tau..owh..lupe lak...ibu siap beli orkid lagi..zzzz...tu yg penuh...overall, it was a fun vacation n a nice experience staying in sarawak..i would definitely go again but this time g tpt lain la plak...g masuk gua niah ke..huhu...konon...

vacation~

heyya~
well, it's been a long time since i last blog..been busy lately..haha...hm...vacation's over...and i'm going back to india this 26th..boohoo...after 3 weeks of holiday i can't imagine going back to class..waking up as early as 6am, and coming back home at 4.30..urghh...ugly scene...plus i'm going to be sooooooo homesick once i step into the plane in klia...i'm sure as hell gonna miss my syg n my bestfriends...*sigh*...3 years to go...go girl~

but, my vacation is not over yet..this evening i'm going to Kuching, sarawak...hehe...2 nites only..my mom have work there and me n tisya decided to tag along...i've never been to sarawak so why not ikut kan...hehe...i'm coming back from sarawak on saturday nite and ahad dah kene balik india...sooooooo not ready...barang pon cam x beli lagi...

hafidz's coming today..last day to see him..pasni dah x sempat nak jumpe dah...sedih...=(..i wish he could come to india again...ohh...intan bleh plak mintak bday present a ticket to india...kalau tiket rm100 i dah belikan utk sume org dah...intan terase sket coz everytime her bday i'm not there by her side...i'm really2 sorry i cant b there...kalau blaja kat msia x pe la lagi nk celebrate same2...wait for another 3 yrs k darling..then i can celebrate ur bday...

wee....hafidz dah sampai...gtg..toodles~

Waddaheck....???!!

i am soooooo freaking mad with MAS...yea...Malaysian Airlines....bleh plak nak sesuke ati tukar tiket kitorg....dah la x inform awal2...sgt marah...bengang...my flight is suppose to be tomorrow nite 5th april 12.30am....but tetibe diorg ckp flight has been canceled...and they postpone it to 6th april....hullo~ sape nak dok india ni lame2..??? n i called my mom asking her to change my ticket n walla~ i'm going home tonite...yes..tonite..n i haven't even finish packing yet....kene gerak pantas...MAS ni pon...igt Air Asia ke nak cancel2 flight..dah la byr mahal...secure la sket...mmg stress td...thank god my prnts managed to change my ticket n it was very last minute....thanx ibu n ayah...for all the help n for the bussiness class tickets....=)

and owh...i just got back my final results...i know, baru abes exam tetibe result dah kua....Alhamdulillah i passed all the subjects....phew.. but Dato Gani didn't inform if we got distinction [which i'm pretty sure i won't get it], 1st class or honors...he'll get back to us next week with the official result after meeting with the senates...anyhoo i already passed and that's what mattered most...

so chop chop...gotta go...kemas barang...balik...yeay!!!!

A humble biginning

Hello hello~

My 1st ever blog..wow...I'm not the kind of person who writes, share thoughts and opinions publicly and i'm not really the kind of girl who keeps a diary and reminiscing the events that already passed by...But...now everything's gonna change...erm..maybe i just need a way to express my feelings, frustration, happiness, my ups n downs and sharing my thoughts with everyone...

Actually i've been wanting to start blogging a long time ago but i just don't have time for it...oh how i wish i have an extra 6 hours a day...life as a medical student is really2 hectic n exhausting but hey i'm not complaining...i've just finished my final examination this week so i have lots of free time to blog..

I'm going home tomorrow nite...haven't finish packing yet...So today i'm gonna start packing n maybe clean the house a little bit...u have no idea what my house looks like rite now..haha....[biase la time2 exam ni xde mase nak kemas umah]..ok..that's all there is...
i'll sign off for now, post a new entry maybe tonite...

toodles~