recent life events

lately i've been pretty busy with school n stuffs..no time to blog too..hectic life..i know..but couple of months ago there's been a lot of things going on here..some are quite eventful n unforgetable and some are too hateful to remember..so, here we go..

25 may 2009
jen, my housemate started her very own cupcake business which turned out to be very successful..i must say her cupcakes were really cute n they taste good too..




12 june 2009
fara went to paris n geneva for a week with her family...it freaks me out coz i wanted to go to paris again sooooo badly..envy her..but she bought me 50euro worth of lindt choc..haha..my all time favourite lindt...u should try it too..it's irrisistable..

14 june 2009
it's my bestfriend, yasmin's 23rd burfday..happy happy burfday babe..sorry i'm not there..

21 june 2009
it's elida's 23rd burfday...didn't do much..just makan2 kat umah aha je...hehe

24 june 2009
fara's burfday...too bad it was on wednesday...nothing much was done that day...but we had planned a surprised burfday dinner for her..

26-28 june 2009
a very eventful weekend..IMS interbatch sports carnival + malaysian food festival...basically it's a whole weekend of sports match such as badminton, tennis, futsal, soccer, basketball, sukaneka n etc..i obviously dont play anything la kan..kate x reti besukan but i do participate in sukaneka and menang no 1 tu..hehe..since i didnt join any activities, i join the cheerleading team..hehe..side by side with jen the head of cheerleader..i jahit skirt utk cheerleading k...kagum2..there were 3 teams, 'Chill-ease' the senior team with the hot chilly as the mascot, 'blue phtyon' the juniors and 'Mighty apes' the superjuniors...overall we won 1st place...good job good job...walaupun kitorg 75org je compared to 100+ juniors each team..we did good...hehe




29 june - 2nd july 2009
after a weekend of shouting n cheering under the hot blazing sun, i had a high grade fever lasting for 4 days...huh...not only that, i coughed a lot too n my mom was kinda worried if i develop pneumonia..immediately after that i grabbed my stethoscope n auscultated my chest..fuh..xde crepitations pon...haha...dont worry k ibu..lena ade good immunity..that's what i told her..haha..it was just a heat stroke i guess... but a really bad one to cause almost 1 week of high fever...

4th july 2009
we celebrated fara's burfday at shiok...but jen couldn't make it as she was sick..infected by me kot..hehe..so there were only 3 of us..me, nad n fara..but it was fun..mkn byk kot..all the seafoods like crab, calamari, fish n tiger prawns..thumbs up for shiok...



5th july 2009
the 2nd charity dinner held by IMS..but most of the seniors bailed it.haha..dah mls kot nk g dinner2 ni especially kalau ade admin from MSU..sgt la nyampah...eventhough i didnt attend this year's charity dinner i still want to upload last year's dinner..mind u, i played the keyboard lagu tears in heaven kot..haha



13-16 july 2009
we just had our 1st internal assessment this week...huh..after a series of events bleh la plak ade exam kan..this year we only have 3 subjects ophthalmology, ENT and community medicine..but all are tough...pape pon..dah abes dah exam..tu yg bleh blog ni..hehe

well..that is all there is...hectic months..but i kinda enjoy it...next year leh la wat lagi..hehe
okay..feel sleepy already..nak tdo..toodles~

afraid to fall asleep..

have u ever had a nightmare sooooo bad that u never want to fall asleep again..??? well..i do.. and it's always been the same nightmare night after night...it kinda freak me out alot...

the nightmare that i had was about my family.. about death to be exact.. i'd wake up around 3am in the morning with tears rolling down my eyes... not realizing i actually did cry in my sleep.. i'll b too scared to fall asleep again and kept on fighting back the horrible feeling that's been clinging on me since then...oh god..please keep my family safe...

maybe sgt homesick smpai mimpi family..who knows...when u constantly think about something, ur mind will keep on going even if u r asleep...

fruit cake~

yesterday i feel like eating my mom's fruit cake..and so, i made it myself...*clap clap*...haha...actually xde la susah sgt pon nak wat..cume i dont have a scale to measure the ingredients..pakai agak2 je..but jadi gak la...i didnt use the whole recipi that my mom gave me...byk sgt..tu bleh makan 1 keluarge kot, leh campur skali atok wan sume...hehe..so i divided the recipi into 4..kecik sket la..then it comes to the eggs..total nak gune 5 biji, bile dah bahagi 4 jadi 1 1/4 eggs..haaha.....ridiculous gile...but it's no big deal...dah siap dah pon cake tu n nad pon ckp sedap...fyi,this recipi is from my grandma, then turunkan kat my mom, then turun kat me lak..and i'll make sure my future daughter will get it too..walaupon x reti masak tp wat kek tu adalah mandatory...huhu..what's special bout this cake is lagi lame u keep it, lagi sedap it tastes..but i'm not really sure bout the physiology behind it..heheh..

presentation x de la lawa sgt..but rase still sedap k..hehe~

paediatrics posting

it's been a week of paediatrics posting now and so far i kinda enjoy it...but actually x de la minat sgt cos it's a bit different compared to medicine in terms of history taking n examination.. susah kot nak examine bdk...lg2 when they r really toxic..irritable tu..n nanges je memanjang..

the paeds doctors pon best2...especially dr achamma...dah la cute..hehe..working with children need lots of patience n creativity..like u have to know how to distract them, make them trust u n everything...it's fun actually, u'll get to b at the same level as them..haha..jd bdk2 kejap...

some of the babies are cute..and ade sorg bdk ni cam sin chan..montel kot...cute gile k..hahah..he's everybody's favourite..bile ward rounds je mesti g carik die dulu...and he's really playful.x takut org lak tu...he's only 1yr and a half..and pandai kasi flying kiss..comel gile..since he's gonna be discharged on monday, we took pictures with him...mak die mesti bangge kan sume org suke anak die..hehe..

being around with children makes me want to have kids...haha..kawen pon blom..but a girl kan dream rite..so b, i dah kasi hint dah ni..paham2 la ek..heheh....

sin chan indian version...hehe..kawai~

exam exam

yeeehaaaaaa...!!!! exam community medicine dah abes...!!!! but x leh gembire sgt...cos tomorrow ade paper medicine lak...zzz...mlm ni kene bace takayasu...and on tuesday lak ade practical commed...

but actually after today's paper, i feel like commed is not bad after all...it's not that i can answer all the questions tadi but suddenly i have an interest in community medicine...hm..maybe sbb x reti sgt jwb exam td n ade kesedaran kene study commed or maybe, just maybe, it's in the blood...my mom is a master in public health..so, there..hahah..but no..i still dream of becoming a cardiologist....iA...

hm...after exam medicine esk nak kua meronggeng...release tension maaa...br pas exam..padahal br abes medicine n commed...zzz...xpe2...i'm going out with fara esk..nk g garuda, croma, mg road, jln2 smpai kaki bengkok pon x pe..pastu plan nak lunch kat UB city..nk mkn sushi...n kalau ade movie best nak tgk movie..n kalo ibu kasi beli printer gune credit card nak beli printer, pastu kalau x takut pokai, nak shopping2...n kalau x kedekut, nak beli waffle maker..ridiculous btol plan...xpe2..see how it goes tomorrow...

traube's space

today i got an assignment from dr unni...zzz..again..zzz...actually he gave tini the assignment but when he saw me, he immediately asked me to present it to him tomorrow..siap soh carik die kat ICU lagi..'come find me in the ICU, don't try to run away..i'm gonna catch u'.....huh...apekah rite...haha

as today was the last day of medicine posting, i'm gonna b a good student and research bout the traube's space n its significance..walaupon dah beribu kali doctor2 medicine ni ckp psl traubes space tu..haha..

Traube's space is a semilunar space located at the left side of the upper abdomen...surface marking die, 1st draw a midclavicular line passing the 6th rib. Then draw a midaxillary line passing the 9th rib..next, from the 6th rib at the midclavicular line, join it to the 9th rib of the midaxillary line..that is the upper border. draw a line along the costal margin from the 6th rib tu the 9th rib..there u go..traube's space..

anatomically, the upper border is the lower part of the left lung, inferiorly the costal margin, medially the left lobe of liver and laterally the spleen.

contents of the traube's space is the fundus of the stomach, so basically on percussion u'll get a tymphanic note..but when it is dull on percussion, it indicates splenomegaly or full stomach, or sometimes can be due to pleural effusion or hepatomegaly.

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what is trust..?
who can we trust..?
how do we earn trust..??
who will be worthy of having your trust..?

trust is to rely upon or place confidence in someone or something
trust is something that bonds people together
it can be lost and yet regained
trust is what keeps people together, back to back, side to side..helping one another

to trust someone means you trust them with your life
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trust is something that should not be abused or betrayed for it is hard to find one in this sinful world...
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